Tangis & Ratapanku pada-MU

Ya,Alloh engkau maha segalanya
Engkau yang menjadikan semua ada dan tiada
Engkau yang memiliki apa yang ada di langit dan di bumi
Ijinkan hamba bermanfaat dan membawa berkah dan hidayah

Bagi
Diri ini
Keluarga
Sanak Saudara
Umatmu
Agamamu

Ketika sinar mentari mulai menyingsing
Aku bergetar namun tiada aku mampu berbuat
Air mataku menetes dan ruhku bergetar
Ya,Rabb ijinkan aku mengemban amanah rezekimu

Yang berlimpah
Halal & Berkah
Aku tiada tahu darimana
Hanya engkau yang memiliki segalanya
Akalku tiada sampai untuk mendapatkan berkahmu
Namun
Kupasrahkan atas keberkahan dan amanah rezeki hanya pada-MU

Air mataku tiada terasa menetes
Ruh dan jiwaku bergetar
Ya,Alloh Ar-Rahman ,Ar Rohim
Ijinkan hambamu yang tiada apa

Mewujudkan mimpi
Bumi Langit Mandiri
Bermafaat bagi dunia dan akherat
Membawa berkah,hidayah dan manfaat
Diri,keluarga,sanak saudara,umat dan agama

Amien

Assalamu'alaikum,Sleep & Lail it's you my Brother

[7:00:23 AM] Good Morning SIr, [7:01:00 AM] hopefully your day will be enjoy with your activity [7:01:20 AM] your love and your strategic good [7:02:02 AM] (y) hope you are doing great and all is very fine with you [7:02:44 AM] last time i worked with PERKIN ELMER group/EATON AEROSPACE [7:03:03 AM] for seal product in indonesian here [7:03:49 AM] are you now about that company [7:04:06 AM] are you now about that's company that i think you know best about it [7:04:45 AM] seal product for support boing ,F16,Tank m100 [7:05:28 AM] i am very happy can chat with you [7:06:01 AM] thanks you so much for your time Sir [7:06:23 AM] hopefully i can learn english with you Oh yes You are always wecome as a friend [7:09:42 AM] Thnaks you so much Sir [7:10:04 AM] are you ever going to indonesian YOu are a friend and i appreciate that oh no [7:10:40 AM] really indonesian is a best site in this world [7:11:32 AM] we have different culture and geografic or weather [7:12:20 AM] a lot my friend in last my company retire from army(Vietnam War) [7:13:21 AM] if we have time they will said"about vietnam war" That's great for you then [7:14:21 AM] ok thanks Sir for your time today and i will do for some data checking good then i will like to know how old are you then [7:15:13 AM] i am 35 years old [7:15:26 AM] how about you Sir [7:16:01 AM] i have 1 san and 2 dougter and now my wife pregnant too [7:16:26 AM] i like a big family I am 59years of age Oh really [7:17:20 AM] to make my live happy and enjoy with my all they smile that great then I am married and i have kids too [7:17:39 AM] how many children do you have i have just three kids [7:18:20 AM] it's good oh yes [7:19:24 AM] my dream still in the sky to visit your caountry they are in my home in Winter Haven Florida U.S. it's just 45mins drive from Tampa oh really [7:19:58 AM] to work or to learn everything in live this is good then [7:20:24 AM] during i am younger i ask to my father what are yours plans then upon yours business retirement' [7:21:13 AM] father could you teach me how i can make my body can't by everybody [7:21:54 AM] can't see by everybody (chuckle) than i can going to the USA university wow really this is great then what is funny? [7:22:40 AM] cause i want to learn in usa university but my family don't have alot money [7:23:00 AM] that's a funny history in my live as i remember that good then you are not to worry since we are friend i will see to what i can do for you as a friend when i have finaly know you better [7:25:54 AM] now my concentrate for my family [7:26:12 AM] could you teach me how to handle wife [7:26:30 AM] sorry needed your advised for my big problem Mow [7:26:53 AM] i think you have alot experience about family tell me what do you need to know [7:27:46 AM] last two days my wife said want to die [7:28:02 AM] this is a second time she asking like that [7:28:28 AM] the problem about my decision why? his she out of her mind or what [7:29:19 AM] i spent my my 20% to improve my knolwedge [7:29:39 AM] my money/salary 20% oh then there must be something wrong..with her [7:31:14 AM] and i not share to my wife from where i got money to make my family happy [7:31:22 AM] i loan from bank this is very bad [7:32:03 AM] i ask her we should to improve my knowlegde than we can get a good job in the future [7:32:39 AM] my family happy not meaning fro going to hotel or resort my good friend i hope you can wait for me i have and urgency to attend to [7:33:18 AM] just for eaten in the month or pay my risk of small business [7:33:31 AM] ok [7:33:58 AM] thanks before due i worry that' like a bom will be explosive any time [7:34:34 AM] i worry about my clidren this is good then tell me my good friend do you know must in investment? [7:37:11 AM] what you mean [7:37:20 AM] sorry not clear for me i mean do you have plans of investment? [7:37:46 AM] yes and also i want to know if you do know must in investment [7:38:48 AM] last time i he a small cake business [7:39:02 AM] than i still have a lot equipment Then i want to ask you some can i ? [7:40:01 AM] i make cake and i sell by my self than my market a grow [7:40:22 AM] i have a 4 people to do that [7:41:32 AM] now i concentrate to investment my my knowledge in safety oh [7:42:35 AM] as i now take course for safety officer for oil and gas,maritime that's good i think what do you think [7:43:27 AM] safety a lot of chalange and vacancy in the world [7:43:51 AM] sorry.i just share again and that's poin my wife problem good [7:44:29 AM] i pay for safety course 5 million rupiah this is want to ask you something that i which you are willing to tell me how much is that in my currancy [7:45:14 AM] or 416 usd$ [7:45:31 AM] i loan from credit card oh i see that's good [7:46:35 AM] my wife can't accepted my good friend do you think she love you then? [7:47:20 AM] but i can think the time to save money to going to course [7:47:35 AM] yes i believed she love my family [7:47:55 AM] i just say to her [7:48:53 AM] "i have dream and i believe my god will be approved what i needed" good then [7:49:03 AM] to give her a lot of money [7:49:27 AM] to make our family happy my good friend you are to let her know that things will be fine, that you are working on the prograce of yours family [7:50:05 AM] i was inform her many time [7:50:18 AM] but simple answer for him [7:50:24 AM] for her sorry [7:50:39 AM] that's just your dream [7:51:09 AM] till now i can't see about the real ;( [7:51:56 AM] ok i will show to you later but i believe that my god will be approved [7:52:06 AM] : ok [7:52:29 AM] i work around 14,5 years my good friend then i want you to share with me yours honesty and tell me you are willing to work in hand with me.....due to the fact that i have plans of making my investment after my retirement.... [7:53:33 AM] now my salary every month around 300-360 usd $ [7:53:35 AM] : believe me my good friend [7:53:48 AM] : since you have meet me all will be fine with you okay [7:54:01 AM] : and yours wife will be happy this i promise [7:54:22 AM] : if you will open your heart as a friend friends to me i will help you [7:54:31 AM] ok thanks [7:54:57 AM] : come on [7:54:59 AM] : all is fine [7:55:17 AM] : tell me you mean that you want to come over to my country [7:55:32 AM] : and you will want to live with me over there too [7:55:56 AM] hopefully you can advised soon to solve my wife problem [7:56:45 AM] : my good friend [7:57:35 AM] : all i want you to know that you are to be sincere with me and be very honest that which will enable my investment in your country [7:57:46 AM] : this i will want you as my good friend [7:58:25 AM] : to stand as a brother to me in making the Investment and i will offer % due to you and i agreed [7:59:29 AM] hopefully i can do that's due honest it's my father building in my live [8:03:35 AM] : this is what i want to hear and i want you to know that we have to trust each other as brother upon this and you are to promise me that you will do accorden to you and i agreed that which will help us to find success in what so ever that we are to make [8:04:40 AM] yes [8:04:58 AM] : (handshake) [8:05:05 AM] what i can do,or how i can do that [8:05:30 AM] : this i want you to know that you are to call me brother and i have to trust you in this and call you brother as well [8:06:16 AM] now i am working as IT administrator ( for computer hardware,ERP System,and same application problem solvinf) [8:07:51 AM] can i call you using skype [8:08:10 AM] that's free (blush) [8:08:19 AM] : Oh yes [8:08:30 AM] : but right now i have now mic [8:08:39 AM] ok may be later [8:08:44 AM] : this is will want to speack with you as a friend [8:08:47 AM] : ok [8:09:46 AM] my current company no 62.412158,412159 ext 20 or hand phone no 62.0778.7540409 [8:10:02 AM] my home phone no 62.0778.7379089 [8:10:51 AM] ok sir [8:11:17 AM] sorry i will doing same job [8:11:19 AM] : good my good friend [8:11:25 AM] : this is very since of you [8:11:36 AM] (y)(handshake)(bow) [8:12:17 AM] : and i want you to know that you will suprise yours wife and happy forever since you have open yours heart and secrets to me as a good friend [8:13:00 AM] hopefully my god will be bless you [8:13:16 AM] due to help and give advice to my live problem [8:13:29 AM] thanks you so much my brother [8:16:03 AM] : brother you are always welcome and i want you to know that i will share my plans and secret with you as brothers that i will want you to keep as a secret and you are not to tell any one about this because this will benefit you and i, that which you will start up ours investment before my coming over... [8:16:05 AM] as i believed that 's everything will be happen ,if our god give way for that [8:16:18 AM] : i will explainneds all to you my good brother [8:16:30 AM] : oh yes [8:17:16 AM] thanks you so much and i am very appreciated for that's chance [8:17:24 AM] (bow)(bow)(bow)(bow)(bow)(bow)(bow)(bow) [8:19:01 AM] : come on brother [8:20:13 AM] : all i want you to know that with you nothing will work out and i want you to stand for me as brother....this i have look for an honest friend that which i will arrange with but i want you to know that you won my favor upon this [8:22:49 AM] really,that's supprised for me [8:23:07 AM] i am not believed that's [8:24:09 AM] : Oh yes [8:24:22 AM] : Tell me what are yours full names? [8:24:35 AM] but i believe tha't my god some day will be hear my wish [8:24:47 AM] my name SUDARSONO [8:25:21 AM] i use ARYA NATHA for my babyes plan name [8:25:35 AM] : that's nice to hear from you my good brother [8:25:37 AM] (blush) [8:25:49 AM] : (handshake) [8:26:00 AM] (handshake)(bow)(handshake)(bow)(handshake)(bow)(handshake)(bow)(handshake)(bow) [8:26:20 AM] how about your real name brother [8:27:27 AM] : I am Rick Lynch [8:27:57 AM] : U.S. ARMY Major General Rick Lynch.... [8:28:29 AM] : i am a General Commander Of U.S. ARMY here in Iraq Baghdad [8:28:40 AM] oh really [8:28:59 AM] i am not believed that's i can to caht with you [8:29:18 AM] i am so sorry [8:29:27 AM] : this show that god want you too [8:29:45 AM] : and i want you to know that you have been favor by god to have me as a friend [8:29:59 AM] hopefully like that [8:30:18 AM] again am sorry to share my problem with you major [8:30:34 AM] (bow)i am not believed this [8:31:51 AM] i am a muslim as you know how many time we pray [8:32:12 AM] during pray i just share with my god [8:33:27 AM] : you are very welcome [8:34:02 AM] : my good friend what you did shows me that i can trust you [8:34:19 AM] : and i want you to know that you did the best, and i have seen as a brother [8:35:39 AM] "Alloh please give me chance to usefull for my family,my friend,my religion and everybody with way you approved" [8:36:19 AM] : oh yes [8:36:20 AM] : you have me [8:38:33 AM] : brother i have to ruch out immediately upon my urgent call from the barrack i will be back with you okay [8:42:11 AM] ok [8:43:14 AM] : good [8:43:16 AM] : then [8:43:27 AM] : i will talk to you when i return [9:34:15 AM] ok thanks brother and i just pray and requested to my god to wish you safe any time any where [9:57:59 AM] : ok [10:02:53 AM] : so what are you doing now [10:03:08 AM] input data for reporting [10:03:24 AM] how about iraq situation now [10:03:26 AM] : good [10:03:48 AM] cause i still read in news alot of personal bomb [10:04:02 AM] : oh yes [10:04:22 AM] : you are very right about that [10:04:50 AM] i am very sad to hear that [10:05:17 AM] cause as my principle we live for love [10:05:19 AM] : oh yes my good brother [10:05:42 AM] : very right of you brother [10:06:13 AM] if USA army die also he have family will be sad [10:06:31 AM] if iraqis people die will be sad too [10:06:39 AM] : my good friend and brother [10:06:58 AM] how if they are our family [10:07:00 AM] : i want you to know that i have lost to good friends of mine [10:07:15 AM] : and still the iraqi mens does not want pleace [10:07:20 AM] : Peace [10:07:44 AM] we are really can't accepted if they kill,die,accident or thing happen with them [10:08:39 AM] : oh yes [10:09:42 AM] we are human,we are need loved and live [10:09:56 AM] : oh yes [10:11:10 AM] and as my mind we are nothing [10:12:01 AM] we just dust in this world [10:12:24 AM] : oh yes this is what i think we all needed [10:12:27 AM] and we will reporting our live in our god [10:13:06 AM] what's a lot of money if we are die [10:13:09 AM] nothing [10:14:03 AM] what's a family,car,house,bank account billion if we die [10:14:06 AM] nothing [10:14:36 AM] : this so many others do not think [10:15:30 AM] and sorry general and my brother this just share [10:15:42 AM] hopefully you not angry with me [10:15:53 AM] as you older than me [10:15:56 AM] : just a minute [10:16:01 AM] : i will be back' [10:16:04 AM] ok [10:21:03 AM] we will reporting to our god after die cause they give us live for what and what we do in our live,as per you will reporting to top USA militery after you do your responsibility in iraq [10:22:11 AM] everything you will be reporting and responsibility what kind and happen in iraq . [10:22:30 AM] same with our god needed reporting [10:23:40 AM] brother this just share and hopefully this have value for you and sorry if i have mistake with you [10:24:44 AM] : this is just human brother [10:25:31 AM] (nod) [10:27:36 AM] i see your pic remember me to my director of PERKIN ELMER [10:29:09 AM] : brother this as affect things here in iraq [10:29:49 AM] : due to the fact that the iraqi mens are not willing to make peace they are always attacking on us the USA ARMY [10:30:41 AM] i know that brother due a human too [10:31:06 AM] cause i know USA ARMY a leader to invation iraq [10:31:49 AM] : oh yes [10:32:47 AM] please try to change your country position [10:33:17 AM] if you are as iraqi people you will do same like that [10:33:58 AM] cause indonesian was invation by japan,europe around 350 years Arya Natha Risky Damay3 [10:36:27 AM] this my family picture [10:37:02 AM] hopefuly you can sent your family too [10:37:58 AM] : ok [10:38:02 AM] : brother [10:38:17 AM] thanks you so much general [10:41:25 AM] : you are very welcome friend [10:41:52 AM] (bow)(y)(handshake) [10:45:44 AM] : You are very welcome [10:46:06 AM] : brother i want you to know that am build my trust on you as a brother [10:46:23 AM] thanks you so much [10:46:51 AM] : wow what a good looking kids you have [10:46:56 AM] : so nice [10:47:21 AM] hopefully i never make you dispointed [10:48:43 AM] : Oh yes [10:49:03 AM] : and i want you to know that you and i will live in my home in Florida USA [10:49:12 AM] really [10:49:14 AM] : and i will make you a happy man [10:49:17 AM] : oh yes [10:49:50 AM] : i will come over to you after my retirement that which we are to make our investment [10:50:10 AM] : in a good business so that you can be able to care for yours wife and kids [10:51:23 AM] ok and hoppfully our god will be approved [10:51:48 AM] for your goodness to my family [10:52:22 AM] and godbless to you and your family [10:53:25 AM] : oh yes [10:53:27 AM] : my brother [10:53:41 AM] : you find me at the right time [10:55:06 AM] (y)everythink will be happen if our god aprroved [10:55:17 AM] : (handshake) [10:55:30 AM] and everything can't be 100% think use my mind [10:55:32 AM] : that's nice of you my brother [10:56:06 AM] due our live was writen by oru god [10:56:26 AM] sorry ,if i was talking about god what your religion [10:56:29 AM] : ofcourse yes [10:56:46 AM] : me too [10:56:49 AM] : same [10:58:17 AM] sorry i will go to the other office for a few minute [11:03:40 AM] : over here is 7:01am Wednesday [11:03:48 AM] : and i need to have my rest [11:05:53 AM] ok [11:06:13 AM] : (y) [11:07:24 AM] thanks you so much general for your time,advice and my prospect for live [11:08:26 AM] : You are a honesty friend and brother [11:08:35 AM] : you are not to worried okay [11:08:42 AM] okey

Putri Bunga

Rasa diri tak terpungkiri
Bahagia penuh cinta dan rasa yang tulus

Senyumu tiada terlupa
Tawamu
Candamu
Gayamu
Tangismu
Terpancar segala pesona yang ada

Tiada kepura puraan
Tiada dusta terbersitkan

Mimpi Indahku Bersamamu

Ketika semua berlalu tanpamu
Ketika hari dan detik yang terus berlalu
Engkau telah jauh dari dariku
Engkau telah kembali dengan mimpimu

Khayalanmu
Harapan yang kau inginkan
Cinta dan rasa yang mungkin kau impikan
Walau kutahu semua tak seindah yang ada dalam nyata

Namun
Engkau hadir dalam mimpi mimpiku
Engkau datang disaat keraguan dan kehampaan menghampiriku
Engkau datang mambawa rasa cinta dan segala ketulusan
Keindahan dan sejuta makna tak terkira

Engkau kembali hadir
Dalam perjumpaan yang terjaga waktu
kita bertemu dan tiada bisa terpisahkan

Yang aku tiada bisa menghindar dari takdir
Engkau memang ada dalam kehidupan fanaku
Namun semua hanya dalam semu fatamorgana
Indah namun hanya sesaat

Hari-hari kan kulalui
Aku tak akan berhenti menantimu dipenghujung tidurku
Riuh rendah desah angin malam
Ingin kusampaikan rasa diri ini
Namun kembali ku terpana atas rasa yang fana
Indah namun semu semata

Biarlah semua berjalan apa adanya
Atas kehendak sang maha kuasa
Aku pasrah atas takdir kehidupan yang tanpa logika

Kurajut mimpi yang tiada kutahu
Apa arti atas semua hadirnya dirimu
yang pasti semua hanya hadir dalam mimpi tanpa ada yang pasti

Dipenghujung Perjalanku 2008

Hariku berjalan bagai air yang mengalir
Indahnya tiada terlupa
Sedihnya tiada terasa
Tawa canda dan bahagia

Dalam dekapan rasa yang tiada terkira
Kujalani hariku begitu indah
Kujalani hidupku dengan penuh warna

Namun semua tiada rasa
Namun semua tiada terlupa

Kugapai mimpi yang belum kuraih
Kurengkuh segala daya upaya
Keberjalan,berlari dan segala apa yang bisa

Letih diri tiada terasa karena cinta
Cinta ini tiada terasa karena dirimu

Bahagia ini karena membahagiakanmu
Kesedihan ini karena belum membahagiakanmu

Hari ini di penghujung tahun
Kujalani waktu dengan rasa yang terperih
Tiada kubawa apa untuk bekerja

Penghangat rasa yang tergadai harta
Pelipur lara yang teraniaya

Tertawa menghibur diri dalam duka
Tertawa dalam keperihan yang fana
Tertawa melupakan keteraniayaan semu

Aku tak memiliki
Aku tak mampu memberi diriku
Aku tiada berdaya berbuat untukku

Aku termenung
Aku terdiam
Aku sekedar menjalani hidupku

Perjalanku telah berlalu
Diriku tiada berubah seperti diriku

Tapi diriku akan menjadimu
Akulah aku yang seperti diriku

Biarlah kepedihan mengalir bersama hembusan angin
Seiring waktu yang akan berlalu

Ya,Alloh kuserahkan atas segala hidup dan kehidupanku padaMU
Ya,Alloh Hamba sekedar menjalani takdir garis kehidupanMU

Ijinkan hamba dalam pelukan keridhoanmu
Hari ini kan kukenang dalam hidupku

Tergadai diri tanpa memiliki
Tergadai hati tanpa rasa pedih
Tergadai hidup tanpa penghambaan diri
Terbuai detik dan waktu yang terus berlalu

Segenggam rasa bawang
Seiris kuning rasa asam diri yang diberi
Sebutir serenyah rasa penghangat derita

Kan kukenang dalam hidupku dalam rasa cinta dan bahagia
Senyum dan tawa

December 27,2008
PT TOYO KANETSU INDONESIA
http:www.toyokanetsu.co.jp
Batu Ampar No.03
Batam Island
0778.412158/9 Ext 20
ITA009

Kasih Sayang Bunda

Bunda dengan ikhlasmu

Engkau mengandungku
Engkau Melahirkanku
Engkau menggendongku

Bercerita tentang dongeng indah
Menyanyi atas nama cinta
Tersenyum atas diri ini yang penuh arti

Bunda masih teringat semua nasehatmu
Bunda masih teringat letih yg tergurat
Bunda masih terbayang kesedihan atas hidup kita
Bunda masih terasa peluk lembut kasihmu

Ketika rasa diri ini mulai beranjak
Ketika semua kenangan bersamamu kembali
Aku merindukan masa kecilku....bersamamu
Kuingin memelukmu dengan segala cinta dan rasa

Bunda maafkan anakmu yang belum bisa membahagiakanmu
Bunda maafkan anakmu yang tak seperti yang engkau harapkan
Bunda Maafkan aku yang tak bisa selalu hadir di sisimu

Menemanimu
Bercerita,tertawa,bahagia dan segalanya

Tentang hidup
Tentang cinta
Tentang segala arti yang belum kupahami

Ajari aku akan cinta
Ajari aku tentang rasa dan kasih sayang
Ajari aku tentang segalanya

Seperti dulu waktu aku dalm pelukan dan pangkuanmu

Aku dan Bunda tercinta

Dalam kenangan yang terus bergelayut
Dalam cinta yang terus mengalir
Dalam diri yang selalu bertanya atas diri
Dalam cerita akan arti cinta,kasih dan ketulusan

Ketika semua tertidur
Bunda terbangun memelukku
Ketika semua terdiam dan acuh
Bunda membimbing dan mengajariku arti sebuah cinta

Arti dan makna kasih sayang
Arti dan cerita indah kehidupan
Arti sebuah harga diri
Arti atas segala yg ada di alam dan nanti

Ketika semua diam membisu
Bunda memelukku,merengkuh dan mengajariku

Arti sebuah makna kata
Arti sebuah makna angka
Arti sebuah makna cinta
Arti sebuah harapan,mimpi,hidup dan masa depan

Ketika semua tertawa diatas tangis dan kesediahanku
Bunda menghampiriku,memelukku dan berbisik

Anakku engkau akan bisa tertawa
Anakku engkau akan menjadi besar dan kuat
Anakku engkau adalah harapan dan sinar kebahagianku

Peluk erat bunda
Pandang kedepan dengan penuh kepastian
Jangan hiraukan apa yg mereka katakan
Percayalah bunda selalu disampingmu

Menemanimu
Mengajarimu
Menjagamu
Mencintai dan menyayangimu

Jangan pernah menangis dalam hidup ini
Jangan pernah menyerah dalam hidup ini
Jangan biarkan semua berlalu tanpa harapan

Raihlah mimpimu
Capailah cita,rasa dan cintamu
Bunda akan selalu berdoa untukmu